30 December 2008

~end of BUZZLIGHTyear~

dis b'coming new year mkes me.
quite nervous.
errhh..sort of .haa :DD
theres's sooo much thinggy dat i hv planned fer dis extremely fabulous2009!
yeah!!i cnt wait fer dis new year event.
we're gonna chill,,mke new starts!
arhhh~yarh yarh.
nn of course
so much pressure.
da'best part is....
am gonna b a 'BLUR' seniorita.
haha ;DD

life is still am fuckin' evil huh?
its killing me!
i'll prove it to myself.
i can do it!yeah~ :DD
oh oh
fer dis new year
no more bad thingg~just a lil bit notty will b just fine.
haa~ ;DD
no more playin'around.ngee~
[i just cnt cntrl it when i wnt smething :))]
no more emm arr emm arr...SSSHHH! dat guy meyh!! :P
just chill bebeh!
haaa~ ;DD

25 December 2008


1. Gd looking (hndsme?haha)
2. Mr Nice-Guy
3. Steady career (smeday)
4. Has his OWN mney (smeday)
5. Great style
6. Great hair
7. Gd sense of humour
8. The one who will never break my heart.
9. Taller than (preferably; 170cm at least)
10. Trustworthy
11. Not a liar
12. Short hair,but not TOO short
13. Smarter than me
14. Well educated
15. Lve me fr who I am
16. Accpt me the way I am
17. Sweet/Charming
18. Fit/Well-built but not too muscular
19. Can speak in english
20. Will lve me bck <3
21. Lips like mrphine:D
22. Trusts me no mtter wht
23. Cn play th guitar (hpefully)
I knw they sound ridiculous but who cares?Plus,who knws smeday mybe,jst MYBE,my Dream Guy will show up?I knw he's out there smewhere,waiting fr me:) I jst hv to keep my fngers crossed.Yayy.Haha...

mish yah dude!! ~~ huh!

Aku rindu gile siak ngn ****
Serious ah. Arini je da ape ribu kali I tried to reach him.
I admit my mistake now. Blog tht I posted a few days ago was totally wrong.
Mmg rindu bole seiringan wif benci.
Aku benci dea,Mmg aku tabole nk maaf kn but at the same time aku cyg gile kt dea. Ya allah!wats wrong wif me!
Kenape aku tabole nk control myself. I’ve tried to avoid from thinking abt him but I couldn’t. sumpah!aku tak terdaya.
Perasaan la wei. Tak bole nak amek mudah. Bole mati aku kalo pk jer psl dea.
Aku nk jumpe dea sgt2. if it is not possible, skrg gak!Aku nk dea balek so badly lah
No pain no gain. Malu pon malu ah. Aku kene gak put sum effort kalo nk dea balek.
Im fucking friggin mish u ok!

18 December 2008