soulmate, bestfren :D

hollaaa :D si keding. korang kenal en ? hehe nyway, pic terbaru dea. yeah aku tau, dea agak ensem. agak laaa huahaua.

from good loo0ooking to ugly :P

i just realize one thing.
when we fall in love wif a person,no matter whoever says the person that we love is Ugly,we wil think that da fella is Handsome.and we have no idea why they think the one we like,is ugly no matter how many times we try to think bout it:)And then when we dont love da guy animore.OMG they turn Ugly for us,aiya not UGLY LOOK,it just we feel like"he is not handsome,why do i like him before ?,so stupid last time".:p haha urgh its not badmouthing la,it just how i feel when saw my ex's pic in some site,Alamak ai,i cant believe i was that argh,silly last time because now i saw his pic,he is so not goodlooking at all.Guess who?remain as mystery haha :DD

read this out,,it is for YOU

Ku membenarkan jiwaku

Untuk mencintaimu

Ku persembahkan hidupku

Untuk bersama kamu

Aku lemah tanpa kamu

Ku inginmu dampingi ku

Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik

Untuk dirimu

Namun aku tetap aku

Yang terbaik tuk diriku

Hanya satu..

Sampai syurga ku menunggu

Sampai syurga ku cintamu

Hanya kamu..

Dan segala yang ku ada

Ku berikan semua

Untuk dirimu saja

Ku mahu dirimu

Bahagia untuk selamanya

Biar sampai syurga

Aku menunggu cinta darimu

Agar ku sempurna

Ku membiarkan hatiku

Untuk merinduimu

Ku menghamparkan sakitku

Untuk tatapan kamu

.sampaisyurga.

.irilymeanit.

hehe lega doh :))

oh thank you so much MISS COMEL coz pham perasaan bella :)) syg sgt kat kauuu laaa hehe, waaa i thought you nak ehem2 wif him but thank god you tell me the truth hahaa :D kalau tak, menangis tak berlagu laaa bella jawapnyeee ;PP again, thanks yeaa. rily2 appreciate it !



thanks jugaaa coz faham segala2 nyaaa :) even that guy......... :((

flip-flop,shirt, jean :)

style aku ; simple :D

kaki2 busok krikianzzz hahaa :D

syg korg laaa weyh :)

agakCEMBURU :(

waaaa :'( why u guyz owez make me cry ? serious aku jeles weyh, kau simpan gmbar dea, dea smpan gmbar kau :(( argh ! mcm nak bunoh je korg berdua tau tak. tapi korg kawan aku. aku syg korg even korg selalu buat air mata aku mengalir -.- weyh kau si bunga, kau ckp kau dgan dea kawan je kannn ? pehal aku tgok da lbey2 plak ni ? kau mmg kawan mkan kwan laaa adoiy ! haaa kau plak si kumbang. kau sukaaaa laaa tuh pompuan yg kau nak slame ni da mula berjinak2 ngan kau. kan kan kan ? burrrr pape jee laa. aku juz nak tgok kau, si kumbang hepy selalu :)

If now is easy like when I was six ^_^

I realise that sometimes-well actually a lot of times- i always ponder on my past. I once gave my friend advice not to ponder on the past and focus on your future instead. But the fact is, that was just me giving one of my advice that me myself won't follow. Sometimes i wish i could relive those days when life is way much easier than it is now. I mean, now that i'm 15 and a student and single and sometimes being like sumone else, i feel like the burden on my shoulder is at its heaviest. I can really feel the weight..literally. I'm having shoulder sore and it is getting worse. And I know that it is bad for me to whine and complaint about my life. I know that i should stay positive and just be grateful for i have..but staying on the bright side of life is just so damn hard to do. But i think by surrounding my life with good vibe and great person like my family, MOHD RIDZUAN and my laughing and gossip partner WAWA nn EMAN , i think i can manage to pull my self out of this crappy situation.

With all these healthy energy, i think my life can turn out to be better than when i was six, right? I think all I need to do is just get my head on something that would cheer me up and wake up every morning and just be grateful that at least I have one more day to spend with and to see the world again.

burrr whatever -.-

hey kauuuu :PP kau ingt aku kesah sgt arr dgan gmbar2 kau tuh ? em, mmg aku kesah laaaa. but just a lil bit kay :D please yea, even kauu lagi tua dripda aku, but aku still bley jdi lbey matang dripda kauu ~ pffft ! nn aku still hormat hak peribadi org lain :) stop layan aku mcm aku nii BUDAK 3B~ budak baru belajar ! :)

nn stop perasaan kauu dewasa :P takde makne nyeeee laaaa ^_^ kauu ngan aku jarak dua tahun jeee hahaaaa :DD okay okay,, aku mmg tak boleh nak marah kauu lama2, coz i luv you laaaa mangkok ! weyh, berapa lama lgi kauu nak aku bersabar ngan kauu haaa ? tangan aku da gatal nak sepak orang ! :D nak jadi da first one tak ? ahakzz :PP aku maseh sayang kau okay tebu :)

buzzbuzzbuzzBUZZY :)

hye syg :) sory da lame tak post, buzy sgt+malas :P kawan2! hye :D bella rindu nak membebel ni hahaaaa :DD em da sebulan rasanyer bella tak update blog. bellaaaa betol2 buzy. kerja khusus sejarah n geografi hampir2 siap :) yahooo ! ape nak ckp yea ? oh haaa, bella tak tahu nak ckp ape. hehehe :PP dun wory guyz ! bella okay je :) miss korg. ni ni, pic baru ! tgok2 :D till then bubye :D

syg tshirt KATAK sye...~~

tshirt katak tuh cute!

dlam kete....jlan2 cri pasl ! haha!

thanx fer ebrytink FREN !~~

R.U.L.E...haa..tue name dea...huhu...dea seorg KAWAN yg sgt larhh MEMAHAMI...

dea x prnah lupekan aku even da 4 TAUN x jumpe...rily2 mizz yah! =)

thanx coz slalu ade tuk aku time ssah...snang...epy...sdey...sumer arrhh...thanx dear... =]

if ade umo pnjang....kte JUMPE kay ! =P huhu...

me on my buzzday !

hurmm...dok umah sowg2....xtau nk wat pew..amek ar pic sndri...ahakz....wat knagan fer my buzzday... =(
chumel en..?? cm muke aku....haha ! =))

TINGGALKAN TABIAT 2008!

tabiat 2008 yg harus ditinggalkan! =
1-suker merepek kowt'
2-nanis sebab sum1 yg tak munasabah
3-belanja banyak
4-tak suka makan ubat(mmg tak suka!)
5-suka buli 'adik' (muahaha..gelak setan..)
6-suka gado ngn copycat ! ! =))
7-suka kaco mummy n daddy wat kije kat umah
8-suka sakat member(especially yg otak weng cam aku jugak tp i like)
9-keluar malam
10-kurangkan kekakian-kaki
11-terlampau setia sehingga kuh di ????(hidop kene enjoy)
12-leka kowt'
13-agak malas
14-kuat tidor
15-kuat makan

~end of BUZZLIGHTyear~

heyhey,,
dis b'coming new year mkes me.
quite nervous.
errhh..sort of .haa :DD
excited!yarh,probably.
theres's sooo much thinggy dat i hv planned fer dis extremely fabulous2009!
yeah!!i cnt wait fer dis new year event.
we're gonna chill,,mke new starts!
arhhh~yarh yarh.
nn of course
so much pressure.
PMR PMR PMR PMR PMR
da'best part is....
am gonna b a 'BLUR' seniorita.
haha ;DD

aderh~
life is still am fuckin' evil huh?
its killing me!
haih
no BIGGIE.
i'll prove it to myself.
i can do it!yeah~ :DD
oh oh
fer dis new year
no more bad thingg~just a lil bit notty will b just fine.
haa~ ;DD
no more playin'around.ngee~
[i just cnt cntrl it when i wnt smething :))]
no more emm arr emm arr...SSSHHH! dat guy meyh!! :P
idk
just chill bebeh!
haaa~ ;DD

DREAM GUY~~ =)

1. Gd looking (hndsme?haha)
2. Mr Nice-Guy
3. Steady career (smeday)
4. Has his OWN mney (smeday)
5. Great style
6. Great hair
7. Gd sense of humour
8. The one who will never break my heart.
9. Taller than (preferably; 170cm at least)
10. Trustworthy
11. Not a liar
12. Short hair,but not TOO short
13. Smarter than me
14. Well educated
15. Lve me fr who I am
16. Accpt me the way I am
17. Sweet/Charming
18. Fit/Well-built but not too muscular
19. Can speak in english
20. Will lve me bck <3
21. Lips like mrphine:D
22. Trusts me no mtter wht
23. Cn play th guitar (hpefully)
I knw they sound ridiculous but who cares?Plus,who knws smeday mybe,jst MYBE,my Dream Guy will show up?I knw he's out there smewhere,waiting fr me:) I jst hv to keep my fngers crossed.Yayy.Haha...

mish yah dude!! ~~ huh!

Huh
Aku rindu gile siak ngn ****
Serious ah. Arini je da ape ribu kali I tried to reach him.
I admit my mistake now. Blog tht I posted a few days ago was totally wrong.
Mmg rindu bole seiringan wif benci.
Aku benci dea,Mmg aku tabole nk maaf kn but at the same time aku cyg gile kt dea. Ya allah!wats wrong wif me!
Kenape aku tabole nk control myself. I’ve tried to avoid from thinking abt him but I couldn’t. sumpah!aku tak terdaya.
Perasaan la wei. Tak bole nak amek mudah. Bole mati aku kalo pk jer psl dea.
Aku nk jumpe dea sgt2. if it is not possible, skrg gak!Aku nk dea balek so badly lah
No pain no gain. Malu pon malu ah. Aku kene gak put sum effort kalo nk dea balek.
Im fucking friggin mish u ok!
=(

aku....